Starting anew...

Decided to change my skin.

---my previous posts---

Leaving a note on, 30 July 2006 Sunday

Hmmm...read some of the reviews on "The Lake House". Think it's pretty good. Though, it's somehow like that Korean movie. Anyway, I actually first saw this movie on DongFeng's enews one day....in.. I think....May. I found it quite nice and..yup!! I like the both leads!! hahaaa. Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves are just that perfect pair. Also, happen to read up something about that Lake house. Shall find some time to watch it. ^-^
National Day is round the corner. Dad gave me ONE ndp tix on Aug 9..ahahaa... perhaps, I shall consider attending the parade...alone. August is a good month with those fireworks.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:35>

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Leaving a note on, 10 July 2006 Monday

Have you ever review.. how much and how well have you put in your effort maintaining a close relationship, regardless of friends, family or loved ones.. How could you determine that you've already reach that stage, how should I measure...in centimeters, meters, kilometers, miles... It was always said, "Relationship cannot be measured by distance, it is the heart that tells.." ---- Is that so... does it don't really matters. Doubts. I might have failed. Having to have too much consideration between parties, may perhaps unwillingly developed some kind of pressure. Or should human be alittle bit more selfish, to put yourself before others and you'll be a happier person. Somehow, I feel that I really didn't reach out my very best to give all around me. That's kind of depressed. Is that assumption breaking me down?!? Have I given all?!? Did I?!? The scale probably falls towards the negative. In times, recap.. how close are you to your friends, how close are you to your family, how close are you to your loved ones..
There's always a pair of ruler in one's heart.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <11:06>

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Leaving a note on, 09 July 2006 Sunday

Meisi invited us to her "happy belated birthday" celebration last evening. And, kinda lost in finding our way there, in fact, I shall put it as we took the long way. Ahemm.. a bit wu liao after the buffet, thus, we do some self-entertain thingy. Smilez. Upon dismissal, we drove towards ch's place to follow-up with our prog, WC. Watched a very nice jap drama before the kick off. Nice. And, the most dramatic part for the night--we rush a cab @0253 to ry's place instead for the germans' match as we realised that Ch5 is not telecasting. -_-" And, I should say, there's really quite a handful of cab along hougang ave 8.. if u wanna flat, they'r always at ur service. Probably tt only applies at wee hours. Went to picked ch, and head off for breakfast@ delifrance. Brain dead now. For the showdown, the French & the Italian. It's Zidane & Cannavaro. Who'll be the man...

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <12:02>

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Leaving a note on, 05 July 2006 Wednesday

One day, I digged out my shoes.. hahaa.. and i realised tt there's quite a handful which I either nvr wear before or wore only once. hahaa. What a waste moca! I think, mayb sometime I might forgot the existence of some shoes..
I missed my ah-gong... I missed those days whereby my sis, bihua and me playing stupid games along the corridor.. Out of a sudden, I just missed those days. Sigh..

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <22:31>

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Leaving a note on, 02 July 2006 Sunday

Disheartening..England's preparation to head home. Penalty shoot off was so disappointing.
Today's crowd is obviously times more than yesterday's. If yesterday is close to thousand, than today definitely is over thousand!! And, supporters for England is strong. Kinda surprised. Sth which amaze me during the game was, when Rooney was sent out of the field...why did everyone claps?!? Puzzled. But, I think, he really needs to control his temper. And, today...there's these 2 guys sitting besides me was discussing vigorously and when Crouch's (the gaint) hand accidentally hit the face (twice) of the portugese, 1 of the guy say, "wa, he plays karate is it!!!" me nearly burst out. Hahaa, partly cos Crouch is so tall that when he raise his hand, it's practically at the height of others' face.. O ya, and when everyone saw beckham's wife on screen, they clap oso..amazed and more amazed. Ashely Cole is good.
20mins more for the Brazil-France's game to roll.
Portugese marching into the next match --

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <02:38>

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Leaving a note on, 01 July 2006 Saturday

YeahYeah..the Germans won (4-2 over penalty shoot). heee.
Jus got bac fr bpp, they've this big screen spread over @the garden plaza for live telecast of the Germany vs Argentina game. Wa, lotsa ppl...but i still manage to get a gd spot. Grinz. Well, every good thing comes along with bad thing.. there's these 2 xiao meimei (shld b ard sec sch age..) behind me, dunno they come here for the game or to see shuai-ge only.. all they discuss throughout the game was--- "...Klose is so good looking!!...... the camera person shld put him on screen more often...." It might b true tt he's gd looking..but..can u jus control urself. hahaa. Practically, they say this all the time throughout the game -___-"" If not, they'll talk abt their sch stuff blar blar. Anyway, the atmosphere having hundreds of ppl watching live together was great! It's so different having to watch at home. Shoutings, cheerings, clappings.. my heart goes up and down throughout the full+extra 120mins and the penalty shoots.. both teams are great but i still root for the germans. hahaaa.. those residents sleeping across the street..i'm so sorry.
I'll be back for tml's session - England playing against Portugal.
The Germans' Victory --

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <02:11>

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Leaving a note on, 17 June 2006 Saturday

I'm sick. Again. Started to cough on Monday, but i try very hard to recover fr it as i dun wan to get worsen by inviting flu & fever. However, mission failed. It proven that they are 3 good buddies. Sigh..somehow i fall sick quite often this yr, i realised. 3 good buddies unite.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <01:21>

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Leaving a note on, 13 June 2006 Tuesday

Waiyee..waiyee..Happy Birthday to u!! kk..her birthday was ytd and we've the honour to be part of this great day last nite ^-^ Though, we'r the few invited frens while all others r family & relative...we did njoy. Grinz. Her uncles & aunties r a bunch of happy ppl. hahaaa. And!! the funny part is.. (1) Her mum say she rmb me (but i think, perhaps, she mistaken me s eny.. cos eny is awaes the one well rmbered by all mums..) (2) Her uncle say i look like somebody in their family.. (3) Then, her aunt say she recognised me cos she saw me standing @sembawang mrt while i wait for fish to pick me up..
hahaaa.. Anyway, it was a great great great...(infinite) feast i must say!!! yummy~~~

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <11:33>

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Leaving a note on, 21 May 2006 Sunday

Da Vinci Code. Average.
Perhaps, is the boiling up of anticipation before the launching of the moive which result some disappointment. Somehow, it doesnt seems to be as good as i expected. So, it's just average. Anyway, Tom Hanks is cool~

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <01:29>

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Leaving a note on, 19 May 2006 Friday

Patience.
I've got a lot..
Incredibly.
Having to wait for years.
I guess..it's time to let off.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:19>

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Leaving a note on, 14 May 2006 Sunday

Was mentioning tt day with boss --- Taking the first step. Perhaps, there's lotsa first step to be taken in life.. in family.. in frens.. in fights..blar blar. Boss, having to make the 1st move in saving a situation (to be kept confidential between u & me), was so brave. Cos to me, somehow, i might not be able to do it...to be the one taking the first step. I'm just a coward. Bravo, my dear.
I'm a happy girl over this weekend. Pampered by my 4 great buddies. Thank u guys for marking this memorable moment. Love u guys. Deeply.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <15:06>

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Leaving a note on, 02 May 2006 Tuesday

Last Sunday was cousin, man ko-ko, & his wife, hui min, wedding. Early in the morning we went over to his house. Sigh...the room we waited in was super warm!! ...though the air-con was on but it's still warm!! stuffing in the warm rm plus my stomach (actually oso my sis & pecky's stomach too..) shouting for food..terrible. hahaa..cos we cant haf the buffet till the bride and the bridegroom arrive for their tea ceremony. So to entertain ourselves while killing our hungry-ness.. we played with (my another cousin) pui jie-jie's son, little Daryl!! he's soOoo cute (@only 3mth old) and his fav song is -- Cha Shao Bao (cldnt believe ba!! but he's laughing non-stop when my cousin sang him tt song..) He's jus so cute.^_^ After everybody drink and finishes the tea ceremony, it's the official lauching of buffet!! yeah.. the time we've been waiting for!!! o ya..the caterer's food was good. Mingle till like an hour after noon, we headed home for some rest & freshen up before setting off to the wedding dinner.
Typical s'porean, like my mum, she say no need to go so early..... -_-" And indeed, it's quite true.. cos the dinner served only shortly after 8.30...hahahaaa. Standard prog went on.. photo takings..10 course meal..blar blar.. O ya, then i realise tt man ko-ko is zhou xin chi lookalike on that night! *shock* Hmm..everything should went on smoothly and perfect for the wedding day till... dinner dismissal and the time for guests to take their leave.. cos some people starts to get drunk!!!! not only they get drunk.. but they start to push and raise voices. The scene is quite scary. hahaaa...jus like wad u can see in those drama. Then one of the drunkards was drag to the toilet by some of his frens to cool him down, i guess. Er yi ma was terrified cos the drunkard walk past us (and we r quite close to the drunk area), she's afraid tt they might start pushing in front of us. hahaaa..den (my another cousin)bing ko-ko, he kaypo go in and see... his wife say tt he awaes like tt.
Then we joke ard tt bing ko-ko looks like those lao da cos he has a very fierce face and some more, he got some age le ma (he's abt 40) den he awaes cross his hand in front of his chest. kk..i admit i was scared by him when i was young...hahaa. Back to the drunk scene. Another was so drunk tt he starts shouting and crying, guess he mus have lost his conscience. Everybody tried to press him down, even the hotel ppl is helping. So here comes the ambulance to carry him away. Wonder wad r they gng to do with him. What an "exciting" ending.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <02:13>

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Leaving a note on, 26 April 2006 Wednesday

Celebrated wx's bday last night. A simple celebration. It's only the previous night that eny calls for action. ^_^ It has been some time ever since I stepped onto the ground of amk. While waiting for fish to finish her paper, we went over to the coffee shop behind Deyi. Hahaaa.. 2 old ladies go coffee shop to chat..jus like those a-bei(s). The coffee shop indeed brought back memories. It's kinda old already (so are we), yet.. i still rmb the not-bad fried rice, fried kway tiao, cai fan.. we used to have for lunch during saturday band practices.. Anyway, did enjoyed the sharings with eny. Shortly after 8 fish picks us up. Fish's new little pig!! hahaa..ok tt's wad eny call her new car --- pig. Me sorted out and clicked the new scent (was done perfectly!!) that eny bought for her (cos she dun like new car smell). The scent was nice. (Dun be proud, eny!) And. We'r on our way to surprise wx!
Talking abt surprising wx... hahaa..i tot we upset her.. ahem..cos when she open the door and saw the 3 silly peeps.. she stunned and mumbled sth.. and she shut the door. (*thiong*) Well, everything went on... and, I believe, she enjoyed it. O ya, not forgetting tt pathetic only candle. In fact, we fully utilise tt only candle and it burnt out totally aft wx make wish & blew it off. hahaaaa. Then, we drive to amk central to haf supper (or rather only eny eat, while we drink) and chat. Sigh...then the kind soul fish wanted to drive me home...of cos to drive eny & wx back oso.. but, in my case, i was kinda off route. Wanted her to drop me @newton instead so i can catch the last bus and she can send eny home which was jus nearby.. plus i dun wan her to waste time as it's still her exam period, and it's prime time to study.. But. Our kind-hearted fish still insist and it was smooth..no adventure like the previous time..(Heard fr wx that she & fish got lost @amk, in resulting wx to take a feeder bus fr amk central...)
It was a good night spent. Thanks everybody.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <22:21>

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Leaving a note on, 25 April 2006 Tuesday

A nice song heard over the radio when everything else ard me is slient. When the sun falls and the moon rises..

Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singin' in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me
Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me
Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longin' to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me...

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <01:37>

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Leaving a note on, 15 April 2006 Saturday

Last evening, went to the JL Warehse Sale. Great. Gotten a super good shoe to match my outfit for cousin's wedding. of course at super price!! Great deal. Super buy. Glad. *grinz* (I've done some shopping!! yeah. great, despite the knee misfortune. actually recover close to 90% already. Keep it up, Moca!!) After which, went to bt timah for some food. argh. Saw this Taiwanese porridge restaurant, like not bad. but, it's not tt good aft footing the bill. hahaaa. Forgot the name (i think it's call tai-zi..). Anyway, the best part is that u get free flow of rice and porridge w/ sweet potato. ^_^
Location: ****
Service: ***
Food: ***
Price: * (ex for porridge, needn't haf to pay as much if go for those porridge buffet.)
Value: **
Recommend: Fresh cockles with special homemade source. Nice. YumYum.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:57>

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Leaving a note on, 08 April 2006 Saturday

1st HAND NEWS!! Jay won the 25th Hong Kong Flim Awards!! Hurray. Was watching the live telecast and he gotten the first award of the night! Glad.
The next one after the horse.. ^_^

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <20:52>

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Leaving a note on, 29 March 2006 Wednesday

Mango Mousse is sOOooOOOooooOOoo nice. Yum Yum.
Hmm...thinking to buy whether the Doreamon dvd or Mr Bean..

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:14>

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Leaving a note on, 19 March 2006 Sunday

Fall fr the staircase of a bridge (tian tang de jie ti?!? hahaaaa..den i would b the fallen angel..). *ouch* got my elbow scratched and my left ankle twisted. Dun worry, still manage to walk. hahaaa...super dumb, stupid me. nvr bring eyes out.

" Empty Present/Present Empty
The emptiness inside is indiscribable.
The push went up and down.
Sometimes you feel more, and sometime you are just too occupied with life that you barely notice it.
That need is to be held and pampered as if you were a baby.
Like a little child crying for milk,
A homeless person yearning for a shelter,
And a dreamy girl wishing to be kissed by Tom Cruise.
Of may never know...
"The one" you spend your entire life looking for,
Could be the one who brought you that drink you barely drink, That silly boy you knew since high school,
That family friend who is complete opposite of your type,
Or even the guy with high rise pants and an awful taste in clothing.
Could be, or would it be?
Does "the one" really exist?
Answers I can't yet find,
And, the emptiness inside remains."

-------- adapted from: "Patty's About Love", P.C Hou --------

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:13>

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Leaving a note on, 09 March 2006 Thursday

Been reading lately.. and enjoy watching Discovery Channel Travel & Living. 2 great things to do when you're not in mood. Coincidentally, the both things which I've been doing keep showing me the beauty and lovely of europe.. in precise, london, paris & rome. Giving me the urge to explore these places in great desire. Anyway, been discussing with a-gui, lynn & dardar recently.. to pay aussie a visit this dec. hmmm..we shall see how. And, I oso do hope to materialise a trip to somewhere with my buddies too. U guys noe who u r..but...think not very likely ba.. Anyway, i still hope too. Well, travel is indeed a high expense activity and, so, it's time to do some savings.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <07:09>

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Leaving a note on, 03 March 2006 Friday

Hmm...dunno wad to pen down for this entry. Jus feel that I've to write sth. I got amazed by myself. Good Day, peeps.

" On Friendship by Marcus Tullius Cicero
The most difficult thing in the world is for a friendship to remain unimpaired to the end of life. So many things might intervene: conflicting interests; differences of opinion in politics; frequent changes in character... ...Let this, then, be laid down as the first law of friendship, that we should ask from friends, and do for friends, only what is good. But do not let us wait to be asked either... ...Let us have the courage to give advice with candor... ...How can life be worth living, which lacks that repose which is to be found in the mutual goodwill of a friend? What can be more delightful than to have someone to whom you can say everything with the same absolute confidence as to yourself?... ...The greatest of all things is Friendship."

-------- adapted from: "Getting the Boot", P.G.Strauss --------

Hmmm..jus happen to read this a few minutes ago. For Sharing.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:36>

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Leaving a note on, 26 February 2006 Sunday

".....This day of the typhoon
I tried to hold onto your hand
But yet Rain gradually
Heavy to the point that I cannot see you
How much longer
Before I can be at your side?
Waiting for that day when it clears up
Maybe I will be a bit better
In the past, in the past
There was someone who loved you for a long time
But yet Wind gradually
Blows the distance really far apart
Not very easily
Once again be able to love a day more
But the end of the story it seems like you still said bye-bye....."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jay's Qing Tian

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <17:28>

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Leaving a note on, 23 February 2006 Thursday

Love.
Is to love all of hers.
Like doesn't equal Love.
One can like alot of things and people.
But. One can only love one person.

In this generation, many youngsters may not really draw and differentiate like & love.
Perhaps, I may not be able to identify the line that seperate like & love.
Eventhough when I'm at my fifties/sixties.....

Perhaps, to love a person
One is willing to give everything she/he can provide for him/her.
Everything she/he could.
One can like his/her eyes, mouth, personality.
But. Love is to like all of hers/his.

cherir le l'un devant vous
Cherish the one before you

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:41>

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Leaving a note on, 16 February 2006 Thursday

I hate the world..
Reality is disgusting.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <00:33>

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Leaving a note on, 05 February 2006 Sunday

o yeah, I think this new year is a fabulous one...o well, many others too. It's has almost become a yearly routine going to boss's hse (o..no choice it's B-O-S-S..hahahaaa), awaes that feast lying on the table testing my temptation. ^_^ mj of cos, boss hse has UNINTENTIONALLY becomes our little gamble den. muahahahaaaa. This year is alittle bit special! with:
(1)steamboat @wx's pl. think tt's wad alot of us most look fwd. cos, to many, it's e 1st time visit to her hse..ya, aft like we've been mixing ard 5-7yrs. of cos, i'm e few lucky ones gng there 2nd time!! muahahaaa. anyway, love being around with the craps & game we've round the table.. ya, n of cos the gamble table. actually eny quite ke lian being our target. I'm so sorry my dear..it's new year! U've won quite a fair bit too! hee.
(2)fish's pl + a fish's ride. went over to fish's tank, and cont our gamble. den ye caught our eyes. hee, actually we were looking out for her too. cos no idea when she will appear in chingay's item. She's the golden girl!!! dancing so gracefully on the float huh..so close up some more. hey, and we r proud of u!! ^_^ The best item for the night is.. A 1st FISH'S RIDE NIGHT!!!it was so cool and fun.. especially the journey from sengkang to btpanj. heee.. we'r jus loving the fun on the expressways! It was totally amazing. Juz amazing. and ya...we won tt guy's car when the light turns green!! *ok, we dun promote racing, eny!!* I mean, ppl awaes say girls drive like tortise, girls cant drive properly blar blar, but fish did it!! and...to fish, though u've show it, do control ur speed!! and also stop doing those drift stunts @traffic light right turn!! I noe u really adore my bro..-_- we r really proud of u too!! Frankly speaking, I've learn alot from the ride. Huh..not on the part on how to drive. It is, the encouragement and the coordination. The journey was fabulous. I thank you, fish. I thank you, wx. I thank you, eny. Despite, the hazard I brought to u guys.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <09:17>

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Leaving a note on, 31 January 2006 Tuesday

It has been donkey days ever since I update. Taking up some time this evening to clear up the spider cob. hee. And...to accomplish the promise to boss..
Chinese new year has been always good.A time for sharing, a time for joy, a time for happiness.. and a time for FOOD!! haaa. Meeting up with frens & relative we only see on cny is great. Simply bcos, we only meet up on new year and so it's a treasure.
As we usher in the year of dog, wish everybody A Happy & Prosperous New Year.

- posted by momo, loveitshallbe @ <23:36>
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